Plan B

I stumbled upon a blog about a month ago and now I check it daily for updates. Her name is Angie Smith and her husband is in the musical group Selah. I have truly been touched by her posts and I would really encourage you to check it out. (http://www.audreycaroline.blogspot.com/) Their story is sad. A few months ago they found out they were expecting their 4th little girl but 20 weeks into the pregnancy found out that their little girl had a variety of things wrong with her and if she didn't die in the womb, would die shortly after she was born. She was born in April and lived about 2 and a half hours. They are ordinary people who serve and trust in God but had this awful tragedy occur. Now they are using their story of Audrey Caroline to spread the word about Christ and his plan for you and me. I watched a video on Youtube that a church compiled about their story called "Plan B." In it, the Smith's told their story and how they envisioned their family but how God had another plan. It was THEIR Plan B but their testimony is that this was NEVER God's Plan B. He knows exactly where you are and where you are going. He knows your thoughts, actions, and deeds. He knows how many hairs are on your head and how many breaths you have left on this Earth. He ordained Audrey's life and this situation for the Smith's and it is now a testimony for God's will and our choice to trust Him. Do I trust him like I should? Do I trust in his perfect will and plan that he has for my life or do I daily take into my own hands?? I am trying to work on this one.

I am encouraged by Philippians 3:7-11
"But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbis, that I may gain Christ and be found in Him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ - the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith. I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead."

The End...

Well this is it! Tomorrow is officially the last day of school! (WITH KIDS THAT IS!) I can't believe it! Today we had our awards ceremony and ice cream party! They had a blast and behaved so well for the parents (whew...relief! ya never know with 6 and 7 year olds!) I actually got pretty teary eyed during the awards ceremony! I will definitely miss my kids! I know that some of them aren't coming tomorrow so I had to say goodbye to a few today. We have a half day which means they get out at 10:30. What are we going to do for 3 hours?? Who knows! But I"m sure I"ll find something! I have a lot of work to do in my room to get it ready for the cleaners. I really got excited today thinking about next year because our grade level chair is ON THE BALL and already has so much done for next year. I went into her room and just let myself absorb the "new year" feeling! I'm excited because I know what to expect and I'll know what things to buy and what things are dumb purchases!
I have a lot of goals for the summer. My first goal is to get back into my quiet times! I have been SO SLACK with that and I really have been missing it. I have distanced myself from God and let sin come into my life that I have been BOMBARDED with lately and I'm soooooo done with it!!! So I'm smacking Satan in the face this summer and getting back in righteous standing :) My next goal for the summer is to lose some weight! I was really good about going to the gym about 3 months ago and it lasted for about 2 months but with the end of the year stuff I haven't been able to do it at all. I've missed it but now I have NO EXCUSE!!!
I"m really looking forward to this summer! I have a lot of things planned but then a lot of nothing planned! I have 3 (possibly 4!) weddings to attend this summer. My friend Tiffany from high school is getting married this Saturday! My friend Ashley is getting married on the 22nd and I"m a bridesmaid in her wedding!! THEN on July 19th my SISTER is getting married in FLORIDA and I"m the maid of honor! I can't wait for that trip! It's going to be a week of BLISS! I'm possibly going to a wedding in Chicago with my friend Mike for our friend Hunter's wedding. That will be an amazing road trip if it happens! :) So between weddings, school prep, laying by the pool, working out, and hanging out with amazing friends, I think I have my whole summer planned. I hope it is wonderful!
Ok well I think I outdid myself for the night! Happy Last Day of School to me!!

Until,

~ Stephanie

MAY

Well, here it is. MAY. That means there are only 23 more school days left :) Which means Stephanie is a happy camper. I'm so ready for the summer but when I think of not seeing my kids I'm so sad! But I know I'll see them again in the fall but it's still so sad!!! So I'm watching "27 Dresses" and it pretty much has me over the edge :) I love it!!!!!!!!!!! so anyway, graduation is this weekend. All my friends are graduating which is sooooo weird! I'll only have like 2 people I still keep in touch with at CSU. CA-RAZY!!! Everyone's moving on which makes me sad. Last year, it was me who was moving on. And I haven't really moved on. I'm still in town, still hanging out with the same people. Which is good... but now I feel like everyone's going different directions and I can't help it. I just got back from Florida on Monday. My sister and I went down to visit my aunt and tie up some wedding details in Long Boat Key. We had a BLAST!!! I love my sister so much and we just had a great time listening to music on the way and chatting about old memories. Family life is going to change dramatically come July but I'm excited about it! I love Rusty and he loves Kristen and Miles ~ we're all about the love!!! :) So I'm trying to prepare myself for all of these big changes.

It's going to be a fun summer and I can't wait... only 23 more days...

I'm always disappointed when I check a friend's blog and they haven't updated it recently. I think to myself "c'mon, give me something to read!" But now that I have my own blog, I realize that it's harder to find time to update it then I thought it would be. School is back to normal... tomorrow is my class field trip. I'm excited because my Mom's coming and I'm glad she'll be able to spend more time with my kids. This weekend I went to a friend's Bridal shower which was really fun. She's a friend from high school and it was crazy being back around old high school buds. Everyone has gone and done different things and it was great catching up with everybody. My church celebrated their 50th Anniversary as a church today and we held a big service and then lunch on the grounds afterwards. It was a great service and neat to see so many old people that were apart of the original founding of the church.
I really should be doing some school work on the computer but I am so tired I don't feel like it! I know that I should do it now and then go to bed super early so maybe that's what I'll do. Other than that, my life is pretty much the same. I'm not really sure if anyone reads these, but if you do, write me a comment so I'll know who you are :)

Until next time,
Stephanie

Winding Down

I'm realizing that Spring Break is winding down and I'm getting in that depressed state. :( I mean, I still have Friday and the weekend but I'll be at home with Kristen and Miles so I won't be home at my apartment. When I come back Sunday it will be a whirlwind trying to get things ready for Monday which I'm dreading. Oh well... I guess this was inevitable. On a lighter note, I had a great day spending time with my friend Allyson. We play clarinet together at church and we realized at practice on Wednesday night that we both have a love for the movies Elf and Enchanted! So today we made Louisiana style Gumbo and watched Elf and Enchated. It was such a blast! She helped me with my cooking skills (which my future husband will appreciate I'm sure) and I might not be able to make Gumbo from scratch right away, you can bet that I can dice an onion, green pepper and stir like a professional!!! :) I'm listening to the Enchanted soundtrack which is making me happy and I'm about to jump in the shower. Supposedly I'm hanging out with a friend later on tonight and I can't be smelling like the elbow noodles and Ragu sauce I threw together tonight for dinner! ha...

Until next time.....keep smiling :)
*Stephanie

Tuesday afternoon

So it's Tuesday of Spring Break and I'm just sitting here watching Gilmore Girls. Today I went with my sister Kristen to finalize the Bridesmaids dresses for her wedding. We ended up going for the Apple color which I like and the dress that I wanted when we first started looking so that's exciting!! It's less than 4 months away which is SOOOO exciting! I ran some of my last little errands and now I'm just waiting around to go to my friend Andy's play tonight at CSU. It's the Diary of Anne Frank so that will be fun! Spring Break has been great so far. It really does seem like a long time has gone by since I've seen my little chickadees so I know that I"ll be glad to see them come Monday. Other than that, nothing else has really changed.... now I'm off to get ready for the play!! Have a fabulous night!

Starting Out...

So I started this blog because I like reading other people's blogs and thought this could be fun. Hey, I have an interesting life, right? So why not? So its Monday of Spring Break and I'm already bored. Not really, but a little. I mean, how many episodes can you watch of America's Next Top Model? I've read a book, spent some time with the fam, cleaned up my room, cleaned out my car, and done laundry. The only thing left to do is run a few errands and I could do some school work... but I"m putting all of those things off for another day. Well lets see what else... my cat Sophie just had ear surgery. thankfully, it was the inexpensive one but it still made a significant dent in my bank account. This saving money stuff is hard work. Ok well I guess that's it for now. I'm sure I'll be back to update later! have a great day!
:)
Stephanie